No-one knows how much it hirts to be the black sheep in every circle of friends they have. Always the fat one, the last one to be picked, too shy, too ugly. I wish beyond my heart of heart that so many things would change.
Firstly.. and most importantly... my goal weight... My goal weight would be 7.5 stone. I know my parents would know something was wrong if I reached that weight, so 8 stone is a beter bet. I just want to be slim, able to do things, be who i wasnt without people looking as if to say 'Fuck, she's big'.
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