Why?

You don't understand how much we care.  We all try so hard to help you, but it has now got to the point that we don't want to help and support you anymore.  This could possibly be because every time you ask for help, people give you advice and support to help you step in the right direction, but no sooner had we given it to you, had you thrown it back in our face.  Hardly surprising that we are all slowly giving up on you, and starting to dislike your attitude towards things.  Eventually you will have no one left, and you will wonder 'Where did it all go wrong for me?' Really, the answer is simple; you want to get help from people,but when they give it to you, you don't care, or at least it seems that way.  Maybe you need to think that what you are doing to your friends, because very soon there will be no one left.  Your desire to be different is starting to go too far, and I am at my wits end.  I want to help you with all my heart, but what more can I do? Watch you hurt yourself more and more.  Dying because you want to be 'normal?'  What is normal? I feel that you need to realise what you are doing to yourself, and need to take some serious action against it, before we will all be stood around your coffin.  So, my friend, do one thing for me.  When I give you advice, please just listen to me.  It might make you the person you used to be.